Time for some convicting and unflattering honesty on my part. I am not good at praying. Unfortunately, it doesn't end there. Here's the truly convicting and incredibly unflattering part: Because I'm not good at it, I don't like praying. Every bone in my church-born-and-raised-body fights to bury that very un-Christian-like thought that arises in me … Continue reading The Prayer Problem
The challenge to have childlike faith is not an uncommon notion to people on all sides of Christianity. Devote followers try to achieve it, those with minimal Bible knowledge have at least heard of it, and the less than religious have a tendency to raise an eyebrow at it. It seems to be one of … Continue reading Faith Like a Child
It's an incredibly simple question. So, naturally, I complicate it to the point that I don't have an answer. You would think that after nearly two decades, I would have fine tuned my ability to know exactly what I want. After all, me, myself, and I are rather well acquainted. However, that thought would be … Continue reading What Do You Want?
I've always been a little wary of the, shall we say, supernatural side of Christianity. That stuff was never talked about in my church. It wasn't even in anyone's vocabulary. Yes, we read the stories of miraculous healing and prophecies. We read about casting out demons and cursing lands. There were references to Satan "attacking" Christians, but … Continue reading Not Today Satan
I've grown up in the church all my life, which means I'm relatively well-spoken in the Christian-ese language that so causally gets thrown around in those social circles. I know that "watered down" can either be in reference to the potluck lemonade or the pastor's sermon. I know that when someone says "How's your heart?", … Continue reading Washed by the…What?
"I'm not cool enough to be a Christian here." "Wait... what?" That is a snippet of a conversation I had with someone the other day. I think it all started with food, but somehow we ended up talking about Christianity and the opportunities on campus to get involved. Naturally, we talked about the group that … Continue reading Thou Shalt Be Cool
I am very rarely at a loss for words. This week I have been at a constant loss for words. The reasons for my not-so-fully-functioning-cognitive-ability aren't important information that the world wide web would care to read about, so I'll spare the details. What it really means is that when yesterday rolled around, I realized … Continue reading When Words Fail
I despise cheesy, teenage romance novels. They make me cringe. If I can figure out the entire plot within the first five pages, then I don't care to read it. *cough* At The Fault in Our Stars *cough* Unfortunately, the young adult books with the highest ratings and ravings are cheesy, teenage romance novels 80% … Continue reading When All the Bright Places Aren’t Enough
You know how people sometimes say, "Just because you believe that God can heal your broken arm, doesn't mean you don't go to the doctor to get a cast." ? Well, this is kind of like that- except a for a mental injury instead of a broken appendage. I'm a tried and true believer that … Continue reading The Dooms-Day Diary
I have 2 days until I move into college. Well, 2 days not counting today and not counting the actual move-in day, but it's still 2 days. 2 is still a terrifying number. I mean 10 was bad, and 5 was worse, but 2 is the kind of number which makes you feel like you … Continue reading 2 Days of Dread